it’s bout to get rant-tastic up in this bitch.
fuck it. this is my blog.
i miss you all. i dont put myself on the line, but i am now. you know who you are.
fuck you for saying i made everything seem like the end of the world. fuck you for making me feel like my emotions and opinions are too dramatic or immature. fuck you for making me feel like shit tonight. i love you. i really do. you guys are all i’ve got. i miss what we were. i will not be that person who initiates all the conversations. i will not be made to seem like im doing something wrong by asking you to come around because i fucking miss you. i will not sit here and let this fall apart. you mean too much to me.
BUT i also respect that you dont want to hear my opinions. that you want to be alone. so when i told you all i was done, i meant it. this rant is purely nothing more than my getting all the rage out so i can sleep peacefully tonight. i said my piece, and in way more than one way. i wont ask you all again. it wont change anything if i did anyway.
call me selfish, call me bitchy, call me a jerk.
im honest. this is me putting myself on the line. take it for what it is. or ignore it.
im done now. and i feel better.
when i said no worries, i meant it.